I recently went to the amazing Out of This World exhibition at the British Library. It looks at science fiction texts and how they fit into our past, our present, and our future – the TARDIS sits comfortably next to a looping video of Margaret Atwood, while around the corner the Brontes cook up distant fantastical lands and Asimov considers the laws of robotics. It’s a nerdy feast for the mind, and I highly recommend you pop by before it closes in September.

Steampunk K-9! Credit to Loz Flowers, Flickr.
As we were leaving, having been slightly stressed in the week preceding our visit, my partner asked if I felt better now that I was “at the mothership.” And it’s interesting, because yes, I did, I felt a lot better and I got to touch a TARDIS and listen to robots tell me about their fictional counterparts. But it’s a slow journey up that tractor beam to the mothership, and much like the way The Doctor experiences time, it’s all wibbly wobbly and the journey never ends, because sometimes you’re wet behind the ears and sometimes you’re an old pro, but not necessarily in that order and not necessarily for long.
(that is a terrible paragraph, I’m sorry, I just wanted to mention that exhibition)
Anyway. My experience so far? The indulgent thing would be to go back to when I was but a rugrat with a penchant for Birdseye potato waffles and a moth-eaten stuffed toy called Doggie. And I am indulgent (they call me The Teal Deer)! But I’ll reign it in and do little more than remind you of my LGBT Pride post where I discussed how inspirational libraries were to me as a teen. Prior to that I remember going to the Whitfield library in Dundee at the weekend with my granny Beulah, grabbing books on things like Norse mythology, then heading home with her to have a piecey, her legendary lentil soup and an iced biscuit. Amazing.
And then I moped about in libraries as an angsty teen (see Albert Camus, Sylvia Plath) before heading off to uni.
TV shows are never the same once they go to college
My undergraduate degree was in American Studies, undertaken at the University of Hull. It’s never dull in ‘Ull, and I took an awesome array of classes covering American presidency, Native American spoken literature, sci-fi movies, the growth of the American West, immigrant literatures, postmodern architecture…the American Studies department in Hull is just swell. I still keep in touch and I miss the course.
During my time studying, I spent a year in Seattle at the University of Washington. Simply put, UW is sort of like dying a very pleasant death and appearing on a higher spiritual plane where they serve coffee all over campus and the professors are your best pals (and meet with you in coffee shops to discuss George Saunders and Brass Eye) and the buildings are beautiful and the libraries are so brilliant that all you can do is sigh over and over again, wide eyed and munching on cheap U-District teriyaki and slurping bubble tea.

I miss this. So much. Credit to theloneconspirator, Flickr.
What stands out to me about my experience, and what partly inspired me on my way to librarianship, was the difference between the library services in Hull and Seattle. Hull’s library was great, and it had a strong history (Philip Larkin was the librarian for a while). Its initials were rude (the Brynmor Jones library). And its opening hours served me fine. But UW’s libraries were astounding – beautiful buildings with neverending stock, available computers (!), and a great wireless printing service (you could send to print from your dorm!). Your ‘Husky card’ covered dining plans, entrance to dorms, library services, printing services. Everything was seamless, and I’ll admit that this was when I became a midnight library dweeb, sitting in a study carrel watching Korean movies for class while sipping Tully’s coffee. Fancy!
The one thing I never took advantage of? Actual librarians. I loved self-service and I wasn’t even aware of what enquiry desks and academic librarians could do for me. I do wonder how much easier my experience would have been had I actually used the library to its fullest potential, but I like to look on the bright side – my ignorance as an undergrad is a constant reminder of how underused academic libraries are by many students.
Post-graduation blues
After graduation I felt quite lost. I hadn’t taken advantage of the student union job shop’s dwindling hours and resources, and I wasn’t entirely sure where I would go. I moved back home while I conducted endless unsuccessful job searches: copy writing, administrative work, the kind of desk work a humanities graduate might gravitate to when they’re not really engaging with anything. Eventually I cracked and realised I needed employment – any employment – to fill the time, feel vaguely useful, and look pro-active. To the shops!

"It's got jasmine and ylang-ylang in it, which makes it well good, innit." (from banger1977 on Flickr)
Swallowing my pride, I spent about 9 months as a sales assistant with a well-known company that sells smelly things. I continued the job search, but for a while I enjoyed the work I was doing and liked interacting with the public. Eventually retail wore me down, however. I couldn’t happily take part in such aggressive selling of luxury goods, and besides that the smells were giving me headaches and the glitter was getting in my eyes. I still like some of the products, but I didn’t like people recognising my workplace when I was nearby because I smelled so strongly of it. Things got worse and I entered…my darkplace.
I won’t say it wasn’t a useful bit of work. It was high pressure, especially during holidays, and the level of customer service was expected to be of the highest quality. You had to engage with customers and, because of the niche that the store catered to, build relationships and ensure that customers felt the value of your input. To an extent, it was the kind of work that could segue quite well into a customer services role in libraries.
Apparently I still have a faint smell of the shop to me.
In which Andrew gets on with it
I did try to get some library experience. I ‘d been trying all year. The situation not being as severe as it is now, there wasn’t even any voluntary work going in my area and I was turned away by public and academic libraries alike. Not to be dispirited, I decided to apply for graduate traineeships regardless of my work experience, hoping that my enthusiasm, skill set and attributes would get my foot in the door. And what else did I have to lose? I wanted a genuine vocation and I wanted it bad, and having lingered on the prospects.ac.uk pages for librarianship jobs over the years it just made sense. I loved libraries, though what I thought a library was then might not have been anything like what I think a library is now.
The first place I applied to gave me an interview, though I kept up with the applications elsewhere and kept an open mind. That said, I was fairly sure that if I was offered a job I would take it in the first instance. I hopped on the train down to Northampton in my good suit, sifting through notes about the university, about current events in the academic sector and in libraries, and about some of the projects going on at the institution. I also remember my life being so hurried and manic that week that my lunch on the train was a peanut butter and banana tortilla wrap. Truly the food of champions.
The interview, in my mind, went abominably. Pressed about answers and discussing things that seemed alien to me, the one thing I now remember is of the painting of a firing squad hanging behind the panel. Nevertheless, 30 minutes later, as I was getting back to the train station forlorn and ready to start the search anew, I got a call offering me the job and promptly went mental in public. The moral is “do your research”. Or perhaps it’s “when asked what you’d do if the network went down, say you’d panic, then laugh like it ain’t nothin’ but a thang”.

My life got flipped, turned upside down. Credit: Sarah Murray, Flickr.
It feels like that was just yesterday – timey wimey speedy weedy! – but over the past year I’ve achieved so much and laid so many career foundations that it’s as though my life had barely begun prior to my graduate trainee post. It’s not until I sit down and write this out that I realise there was life before working in libraries, and I’m still a newbie!
I wholeheartedly recommend this route for anyone looking to become a librarian (though I’d be quick to add that the routes into libraries are myriad, as this Thing has proven across the board). Speaking with other trainees throughout the year, it’s been noticeable that some traineeships are more varied than others, but most seem utterly fantastic. I’ve been lucky to have been stretched and put into a very delicate HE environment undergoing a lot of changes under a lot of stress, but trainees elsewhere have been equally lucky to have entirely different experiences in libraries facing different problems. Unfortunately the trainee post at my institution is gone for the time being, lost in budget cuts, so in its place I can point you towards the great network of trainees at the University of Cambridge if you’re looking at this option (I’ve visited them and they’re switched on and loved up with their libraries, it’s true, certifiable!). The beauty of the CILIP trainee scheme is in its variety of posts, though, so it’s best to keep your eyes peeled and consult the CILIP website: think about where you’ll feel comfortable, where you’ll feel challenged, and where you’ll be useful. It doesn’t need to be representative of what you want to do forever, though – there’s always wiggle room. Plenty of it!
The role itself? In my experience it is far from a passive trainee role, so don’t expect a cushy ride. I get experience of the front line help desk, of the enquiry desk (we’re an open office – terror!), cat and class, repositories, taking stock of donations, the Archive, marketing and promotions…the possibilities are endless. Another thing that I think is vital when deciding where to do your traineeship is to assess the opportunities it offers for getting out of the office and going on visits – Northampton’s greatest value, to my mind, has been its willingness to send me on visits (HE, FE, a hospital, a prison, public libraries) and to conferences, including big scary affairs such as LILAC. It’s in keeping with how many library and information workers will readily accept you into the fold regardless of your level of expertise, and it’s been exactly the kind of heartening reception I’ve needed to chivvy me on towards the next step.
CILIP Accredited Masters of the Libraryverse
The next step for me will be to complete the MA Library & Information Studies at UCL, starting in September/October of this year. I’ll be in good company – several other CPD23 participants are going to be on the course, and as more people speak up and say hello, it becomes obvious that once again if you fill a room with library folk they’re likely to have had vastly different experiences. I’m hugely excited to get to know everyone and to get going with the course – so much so that I already have some of the recommended reading out on loan from a library up here! I’ve yet to have a proper look though (I’m too ‘busy’ with Donna Tartt – trashy goodness).
I’ve heard a lot of people suggest it’s just a piece of paper, or an expensive guild membership, but I’d like to think it’s what you make of it. I’m viewing it as more than a series of classes and assignments and seeing it as a way to exchange ideas with peers, a way to get voluntary experience and join in with all manner of things. I won’t lie – I’m looking forward to being a student again too! But I’m trying to see it as a fuller experience, an important year rather than an important course. I have high hopes for the program too, though.

We we we so excited about UCL. Credit: SomeDriftwood, Flickr.
The (not so) final front ear
Wait else awaits me? One of my colleagues has recently sent off a very large package containing a very large folder that she’s submitting as part of the chartership process. Before it hit the mailbox, I asked to have a leaf through it and see what awaited me. The answer is “a lot more work and a lot more reflective practice.” It’s not called continuing professional development for nothing. A lot about chartership is still a bit of a mystery to me, but what has become clear – from my poking about and from some wonderful commenters – is that this is not a career where there is an end point or damning stagnation. It is, as I said, wibbly wobbly, and it throws you about a lot. It really can be a continuous journey, and have I mentioned how much I like hiking and wandering? If librarians are after a new slogan, I might recommend “librarians: intellectual wanderers.”